Hungry Like a Wolf
I haven't been getting a ton of sleep lately. There are good nights and some bad nights, honestly, but last night was dramafied. Up and down all night, feeding, despairing, and trying to figure out how to decode what's going on with Bambina.
Don't get me wrong, I'm enjoying my new life, and I'm honestly asking myself what the hell would I want to go back to work for...but the truth is, I need to work to support my family, and that's that. But I'd love to be able to spend more time and watch her grow and change.
I got my glider today; I heard the doorbell ring, but in my half awakened state, I attributed it to a dream and didn't realize it was really someone at our door. Husbandido put it together and now we're able to actually sit next to each other and watch TV. I know, that's how mundane our world is.
Speaking of which, I need to get laundry...brb...
Anyways, it's been nice with my parents around. They're really helpful, but I can't help but feel like I'm under the microscope, that is, there's always a criticism, there's always a suggestion, and 9 times out of 10 it's obvious:
She's hungry. I know.
She pooped. I know.
She's hot. I know, SHIT!
I just take a deep breath and be thankful. Be thankful. Be thankful.
We tried going out the other day, but that was a huge fiasco...she got antsy and started crying while we were trying to get groceries. I went to a bathroom to feed her, and Husbandido went to another bathroom (he didn't follow me), to wait for me, and there we were, waiting for each other at separate bathrooms. Cute. Oh and my phone didn't work. Fresh! It's made me shy about taking her out only because I don't want her to get super fussy while we're looking like terrible parents. She pooped. I KNOW DAMMIT!
Anyways, back to the laundry, back to catching some Zs when I can. Check out the pictures on FB if you have the gumption to...but I'll be posting some here soon too. Oh and those announcements? I'm workin' on em. Not really.
Voodoo
PS: Hippo feet are gone, can fit into pre-prego clothes now, and legs/feet look strangely bonier. Go figure. W00t.