2nd half of summer
I can't farking believe it. The first half of summer is already gone. In less than 6 weeks, the kids will be back en force, and I don't know if I'm ready to deal. So far my summer has been uneventful. I swear I had some grand plans to take care of and things to do, but I feel unaccomplished as of yet. Oh well, I have let go of it and can move on. I think.
I am slated for some time off in the next few weeks, about a week or so and I plan on some massive chillin'. I'm a little afraid though, because I am leaving at a key point, before a major program kicks off, but I'm totally okay with that! ;-)
Tour de France has been a blur, really. I figured it's because I don't have a tv by the bed, which bugs me...You sort of have to wake up early to catch the good parts before someone spoils it all for you. World Cup is over, and my team, well, LOST. I'll live.
So what's next in life? I sound like I'm risking becoming some prattling old woman giving you updates on my so-called life, and it's all about tv, where did time go and what the hell next. There are little things, and I have to blog more often, truth be told. There is another distractor...yelp.com. If you want the link to my reviews about San Francisco and other points beyond, let me know and I'll get them to you.
What's next is some life changing stuff.
Still planning on going to Europe in November, which I'm excited about. Still figuring out what the plan is when it comes to starting a family. Things like that. It's funny at this stage in life how things become more lucid, and clarity comes, but at what price? You can see things a little clearer, like the end of the proverbial tunnel. Not that I can see being D-E-D, but more like in a few years I see this happening. I see my life looking like this. If I do this now, I can go to this point. Weird. I don't know if I hate it, or if I LOVE it.
Life has been kind so far. I have tons of blessings. Too many to mention really. Could we call this a mini mid life crisis? Am I at that point? Shit. Thinking out loud again. I have tons of gray hair now. It's kinda cool, but I was really hoping it would come in nice shocks of thick grey, but it's all over. Kinda boring. ;-)
There are parts of me that have regrets, and yes, yes I know, no regrets, right? But I can't go back and make things better. Those faults/errors/lapses of judgement/drunken moments all contribute to the present. I just hope to not let moments bypass me again.
Wait, where is all of this coming from? Damn hormones. I should have known it. Um, ignore all of this. ;-)
Voodoo