
Mums and Pops got this
really bright idea to teach me how to soothe myself to sleep. Basically, they're just being lazy and don't want to carry me anymore.
Blah to you!Is it my fault I like being close to you?
Is it my fault I like to be comfy in your arms?
Is it my fault the beat of your heart is like a lullaby to me?
Is it my fault I've gotten so use to this pattern?
NO...it's yours! You started me this way. And now you want to change it!
NUTS!
Nuts I tell you!Their bright idea started last night. Mums puts me in my crib, makes me comfy with my doll and blankie -
BAM, she's gone. I cry, and cry, and cry...and cry...I'm crying forever here...she finally comes in, but only for a tid-bit.
What's that all about? I even looked at her in eye - she's cold. Cold as ice.
Where's Pops? He didn't even come and save me.
Oooooh, I'm so mad at them. After all the smiles and laughs I give them, they do this to me.
Wait, did I forget to tell you that Mums and Pops kicked me out of their room too. Yuppers. SNAP, I'm in the jungle book room - my room. All by my lonesome. Well, that's not entirely true. I have a lot of friends in there. All my monkeys are here. They're my new roommates. But they can't rock me to sleep - phooey.
So I'm crying and crying...
...I cried for at least 30 minutes before I fell asleep. All I can remember before falling asleep is being by myself. All by myself...no Mums, no Pops.
I heard Mums and Pops say they're gonna do this from now on until I learn to just sleep. Who "just sleeps?" Not me! Not Mums! Not Pops! Not the world!
We'll see.