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Monday, December 30, 2002

Aiyah!

what's your new year's resolution for dating?

Voodoo

Friday, December 27, 2002

::work::

I read in cosmo that in order to help my game, I should hangout with "BCFs -Beautifully challenged females." Sad to say, I can't think of any of my girls as BCFs - from close to acquaintances. I can't think of any. Nada. Not one.... All my girls are hot! Well, the theory is, hang out with so so girls in a club and supposedly they'll make you cuter..*shrug* In fact, I think I'm the so-so girl that makes my girls even hotter than they already are!

::Sigh::

Anyways, why am I writing about this? Cuz I'm soooooooooooooooo tired of guys asking about one of my girls. I admit, she's an all around hottie - that means inside and out and I love her to death. BUT, I just want to lash out and say,

SHE'S TAKEN, OK??? LEAVE ME/HER THE F*CK ALONE!!


Makes me wonder if peeps hangout with me for other motives - i.e. get at my girls - namely one of my girls! I mean, my theory now is hanging out with good peeps and good vibes. It's not about hooking up anymore......you know?

Sorry for this, someone asked me about her again this morning.

annoyed,
squeaks

Thursday, December 26, 2002

Here's a belated greetings to The Big Aiyah; wishing you all to be caught under the mistle toe with someone special (or just someone)

...and be under/on the someone on New Year's!

Monday, December 23, 2002

I'll put all the good stuff on my blog..I'll put my venting on this one.....

I just got back from an awesome trip to Tahoe - 4 days of boarding straight. I had an awesome time...2 cameras are being developed and I'll pick up the pictures tomorrow....(but as I mentioned, I'll put the good stuff on the piaadoll blog...and the trip was ALL good! WooHOo!)

I've had this recurring theme/mood that I haven't been able to really blog in detail about...and this Tahoe trip just reinforced my theory.....What theory? Well, I've been feeling kinda dumpy lately....for lack of a better word. Let me try this again.... I feel "shoved under the rug," low priority, or just straight lonely....but this loneliness isn't caused by my usual factor or being single or what not, but rather my lack of really close girlfriends. Sometimes I wish I had sidekick, a girlfriend I can just cry to...A girlfriend I can call whenever..My attemps at taking initiative just doesn't work sometimes as I get shot down with excuses I find irrational... i.e. "Oh sorry I can't go out to dinner this day or that, I'm having dinner with my bf.....I can't have dinner that day either..." All the while I'm thinking, "Don't you see each other every frickin day?"

Let's rewind the tape a little bit....
A few weeks ago I had dinner with one of my closest guy friends and I asked, "Why is it my homeboys always seem the come through for me, but not my girls?"

Well my friends, had boy wonder not taken another female up to the trip with him and his crew, I woulda been the only chick amongst umpteen guys.....

Hence, my theory stands true. May be I was just born the wrong sex.....



Friday, December 20, 2002

GREETINGS!!!!! from hot and sunny island somewhere in the Pacific.
Wanted to say enjoy the party! I'll have a frozen margarita for all of you while I'm laying on the beach.
and Fabloaf: stay off the skinny ones.
Voodoo: remember to hang enough mistletoeseys to get the action going!!!!
HAVE FUN AT THE PARTY EVERYONE!!!!!!

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

Yes, I'm a snow bunny...I need the layers to cover my love pudgie pudges. =)

I think I need a tune up or something...

Not on the babyhatch as you would think...I need some tweakin as I haven't been scamming on guys lately. (Nah, I haven't scammed on girls either - although I tend to notice the chickies at the clubs more than guys) It's the competition thing I swear... My theory at the club is "The less she wears, the younger she is." I"m kinda right, right?

So anyways, I noticed I don't salivate when I see a hot guy....I salivate when I see an A4 Quattro. What's wrong with me?

Today I found myself at Costco eating pizza solo (I was starving) and I found myself gazing out the window. This one dude walking by must have thought I was scamming on him....but behind him hella yards away was 1/4 of a front of a "brilliant black" A4.

I think I'm crushin.


Tuesday, December 17, 2002

Will be on a sunny island in 90 degree weather as always on christmas. No am not the snow bunny chick. Need that heat so that i can wear skimpy little red dresses for chrismtas.
Santa brought me options this christmas!!! But alas, I will have to hold off on them during the holidays since I am on hot sunny island. But wow, what a galore of dates pouring in. 3 so far. Don't know if it be curse or blessing since I have to turn them all down, but certainly feels very very nice. Feeling like a diva!
Won't see you all for party this friday, so have a drink for me, on me :) Love you all!!!

it's been forever since i've blogged anything. just too busy. still busy as we speak.
but i can't wait to boogie my ass off this friday nite. hopefully i'll get busy with someone i meet. i highly doubt that though but god only knows. i get trashy when i'm drunk. so ya'll beware.

Thursday, December 12, 2002

I hope Ursula Rucker is pretty-- I don't dare to check.

Why not? It's called the Missy effect. Remember the first time you heard her on the radio? We all had images of Monica/Aaliyah/En Vogue and for alien fetishes, Brandy, in our minds.

Then came the video. Ouch.

So at the risk of being infatuated with a three-eyed spoken word vocalist, I will pretend that Ursula looks like Halle Berry and carry on.

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

Party with The Big Aiyah

come to the first beatsrhymesnlife party. details on the evite!

Voodoo

Monday, December 09, 2002

I feel like I just stepped out of a damn time warp. The last thing I remember was enrolling for some psychology classes during the hot days of August and in a blink of an eye I'm waking up to these cold and dark December mornings. I didnt' realize how much time school and work would take up, I am just now recovering from their combined effects. These past few months, I've had little time to spare and when I did I had to carefully pick and choose what to spend it on. Needless to say I haven't gone out much and I haven't met any interesting prospects. I've just distracted myself with the eye candy at school, but judging from the tags on their clothes, I can tell that they fall just below my demographic. I can easily spot the young chicks by their FOREVER 21'sh clothes and their brand conscious attire even when they are in higher division classes. This one chick in class was absolutely GORGEOUS...and believe me yal, I use that word sparingly. I believe she's half white and half something-asian. But anyways, she looked like she had walked out of an Abercrombie and Fitch catalog. She wore tight t-shirts that rode her stomach with clever prints on it like "Voluptous Vikings", her jeans sat low on her hips and frayed at the heel to convey the "I-paid-70-bucks-for-these-old-looking-jeans" look. She so captured the A&F look that I decided not to even waste my time trying to talk to her, I figured she was at least 5 years my junior. Later on, I turned out to be somewhat correct when I overheard a conversation she had with another student, her grammar was littered with words like "rad" and "totally" or "totally rad" and varied pronunciations of "dude"(i.e. duuuuuddde! dood. du-hude!). Man oh man, hopefully I find a grown version of that girl in the near future... but if I don't, please be sure to check my grammar next time we speak. =)

Sunday, December 08, 2002

Sorry have not blogged for long while. Head buried... unfortunately in books. If you think I have a new man, forget it. The only thing that rubs my nose these days are stupid math textbooks. The only dates I'm getting are study dates.... and the boys actually study at study dates.
My highlight of the week was a house party in El Cerrito playing cranium and drinking lots of wine and sake. Was wiped by the end of night (which meant also that today was a wasted day cos could not study). Wine and sake make you play cranium very very well but unfortunately not study very well.

Thursday, December 05, 2002

Need to get out of house/cube/school on Saturday night. Anything happening this weekend?

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

::home::

Gosh! Am I the only one blogging??

Gotta share another quote. I'm losing this battle with weight and I've decided I'm throwing in the towel and buying that damn wardrobe....several sizes bigger.. Oh wells! Happy Fat I call it!

So...........I love this quote:

ABChanTheMan (11:07:44 PM): i like a woman with meat


Halelluiah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Praise the Lord! There is definitely a God out there.

I love men again. They're cool cats.

Oh Man. I got another one of those famous quotes:

"I hope I find someone as cool as you. You are my perfect girl!!!"

Awwww sweet...

How about the real deal??

Sunday, December 01, 2002

before I write about some serious stuff ..like my new assignment (may be I missed the deadline..)

OK..so get this....Today I spent the whole day - shopping for Christmas decoration. Yes, MC Squeaky squeak has a Christmas tree and decorated her apartment...Please come by if you're ever my area....At any rate, I spent the entire day with this one guy - from lunch to - Super K to Michael's to Christmas Tree stores to decorating....

And he had the nerve to wear a BEANIE.....shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiet.....I had to be slick and make sure he didn't see me droolin....

Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving!