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Wednesday, April 24, 2002
i interviewed on of my coworkers today for a paper i have to do for my human development class. it's somewhat of a biography of one's development. posted on 4/24/2002 08:09:42 PM by agentCB
SO FRESH & SO CLEAN posted on 4/21/2002 01:24:26 PM by agentCB
WHERE U AT? posted on 4/19/2002 08:18:12 AM by agentCB
LIFE IS... posted on 4/09/2002 08:57:35 AM by agentCB
today was a long day. it was hard. and that's all
posted on 4/06/2002 12:22:40 AM by agentCB
anyway, he's a vietnamese man in his 50's who has been through 2 lives wrapped up in one. he told me so much, i don't even know where to start. (hence the bloggation) the questions were biased to mainstream people so i went off on my own with the questions.
i don't want to do my paper. even though it's a cool topic.
drats and double drats...
Sunday, April 21, 2002
i friggin' left my walet in a pair of pants that i stuck in the wash.
damn.
now my wallet's jacked, and i ruined 2 pearl tea frequent buyer cards i was storing in my wallet. u know those promotional things u get from restaurants that if u buy 9 drinks u get the 10th free. well, the stamps are kinda faded. i doubt if they will take them, but i'm gonna try any way... fuggit...
had to get a new wallet... picked up this OK wallet at wilson's... not really diggin' it but i felt pressured cuz i had a bunch of credit cards and such tied together with a rubber band that acted as my wallet...
recording got cancelled today so i'm gonna go play consumer and enjoy my free day... gonna check out a korean music ensemble tonight at sac state... courtesy of luvbug... my attempt at learning more about one part of her culture...
Friday, April 19, 2002
in case anyone out there was wonderin, i've been pretty busy and uninspired as of late...
been working on a new album, slangin' the old one and gettin my work out on. work is a bitch and school is getting in my unfavorable category... even though i'm only taking two classes... i don't know how that is...
anyway, i think it's more my job than anything else that's irritating me... that and luvbug and i have been having some hard times,,, but that's a different story...
my free time usually goes to something productive... wether it's music, or cleaning... in fact, yesterday, i pulled weeds for 2 hours, cleaned the entire bathroom and went to class... ain't nuthin' like cleaning to get rid of all that nervous energy.
i talked to an old friend, someone i haven't talked to in a long time. it was nice to talk to her, i feel like sometimes i can't because of my current situation but we're on the same wavelength at times, which makes it ok... i doubt that lasts long though...
currently i'm just trying to find a good place to chill and just keep goin with life. there are lots of doubts regarding certain things and i think it's keeping me back... but then again at the same time, those doubts are there for a reason, u know? so yeh... i dunno...
other than that, i've been really uninspired... i feel tapped from all ends... people tryin to get my attention at every corner... i honestly don't know what i'm doing with my time... i know that i'm not fuckin around... but i don't have free time anymore... i don't even go out!!!! unless it's late night bowling or something like that...
oh well.. time to go jogging.... out...
Tuesday, April 09, 2002
too $hort... unbearable at times, but always worth it. hard times are around like a bad habit. i need something. don't know what it is... too much going on and i just need to keep on.
the shitty part is that i don't feel like i can share my shit with anyone anymore. i can't even blog about things, which was one of my favorite things to do. i just feel like shutting down and closing up... that's the old skool '94 version of me. feelings are kinda lost, like chuck d. i shut em down.
somehow i manage, i think because i'm so busy.
Saturday, April 06, 2002
