the search for 6-10

I'm a little calmer today. Sad but calm. Trying not to feel sad because it makes me feel mad about e. More than anything else, my pride was hurt in all of this. Am determined not to let this get to me. It's gotten to me enough already. There's more to life than a boy and there's more to life than getting hitched. At least that's the mantra I have to sing for the next couple of weeks until I sober up out of this depression.