Still working on my thesis. Haven't got a lot done yet. Snail's pace I tell l you.

The scary thing isn't not finishing. It's finishing the darned thing. And then what am I going to do? For two years now, I've been working on this during weekends and on weekday nights.

That complete silence and lack of agenda in the house is daunting. Worse, it makes the reality of being alone even more stark. Without this thesis, I really don't have to do anything. I could become the invisible soul in #1, whom no one will miss.

Now that's a scary thought.