I'm starting to think that I've truly missed the boat. Truly. And is probably a good thing that I come to accept that now than to contiuously deceive myself into thinking that it's just not here yet. Indeed.
I'm twenty seven years old, have had 4 serious boyfriends, the first three offering rings and promises of marriage to me except I felt like I was choking in a relationship rather than on cloud nine when all that happened. Truth be told, i had three shots at this long term thing and I airballed all of them. No, wait... that's not true either... I didn't airball them at all. I just told the umpire I wasn't going to take any of those shots.
And then the fourth shot... well... on that one, they raised the basket so high, I doubt I'm ever going to reach it.
So while everyone's off on their sailboats to lifetime relationship land, I think I might just step off the dock and go explore someplace else. Boat doesn't look like it's coming.