I miss my guy. He's no longer with me but I miss him anyway and hold him very very close to me all the time. Just can't seem to let go no matter how hard I try. It gets easier yes after a while, but when I look deep within, the feelings haven't gone away. Sometimes I think, well nothing's going to come out of this, or, maybe you should see more people, date more.But just isn't the same... nothing has the the depth, or breadth or the dimensions of what I feel for my guy. Even if I settled for second best... meeting the second best just doesn't seem to be easy or possible.