Is horrible. Have a midterm on Thursday that I cannot seem to get down to study for. Skipped choir tonight so I can study, but can't can't do it. Am very very sick of school and just want it all to end. I wish this year would fly faster, so I can graduate. And then I just want to do the normal working person thing. Although there is another half of me already looking at programs and schools elsewhere. Cannot seem to sit still.
Today, went to Sausalito to look at an apartment. Realize now that the small town thing just ain't going to work for me. Walked around the neighborhood, and all I saw was senior citizens, closed cafes and quiet streets. Decided, even before I viewed the apartment, that it had better be superb because the neighborhood left much to be desired. Apartment was ratty. Yup, that just about describes it. Were it in NYC, I would have taken it instantly, but as it is, it's located in small town Sausalito. It was tiny tiny tiny, smaller than my flat (but then again, everything is smaller than my flat), old, and dark. It had 7 ft ceilings (and my ceilings currently are 12 ft) and the place had all of 3 windows. Tiny NYC windows that look into another complex. I mean, this is small town Sausalito, with big sprawling parks and homes. Don't see why I should have to squeeze. On top of that, the building was right next to a senior citizen home. That was the straw that broke the camel's back. Said thanks but no, thanks. Left feeling very good about my old old victorian flat. Yea, it's old, but it's huge. And I don't have to pay $5 to get into the city.
Ugh... ok ok.. have to get back to studying. Work work.