somehow am finding less and less to blog about. Maybe life is getting uninteresting, or maybe don't have so much angst and drama in life. Last year was dating someone who had a girlfriend. Much drama expected out of there of course. This year seems to be quieting down. Do not have as much angst, or maybe cannot be bothered anymore. Life must go on as they say.
Did not say much about relationship in the last 6 months of blogging. I said a bit but then realized that I felt tired of repeating myself in writing. Mostly blogged to keep my brains from thinking and agonizing much over relationship. Bad relationship has also been reason for over-extending myself in school and classes. Really do not need another degree in Economics, but want it anyway. Makes me feel better... in fact felt superior to other girlfriend whom I imagined to be more beautiful, smarter, virtuous, less demanding etc. For whatever it was worth, I am getting a degree out of that dysfunctional relationship, which is better than what most people get out of dysfunctional relationships.