Dear Arr Ess Dee:

I didn't want to see you last night but it was my boy IVAN's birthday. There's no way in hell that I was gonna miss his soiree because I didn't feel like seeing your big attitude, woe is me, self. I know you were gonna act like you didn't even know me but I don't care, I have a little bit more maturity in myself, so I was the one who first said hi.

You know you saw me last night and realized how much you missed me. But I don't care anymore. I've been avoiding that situation for over a year now and now I see how miserable you were being in your anti-socialness last night [although I do gotta say that your friend Alyssa is pretty] while seeing me smile and have a good time with people who actually know how to act in person. Yeah, you can call me, you can IM me, but you can't even be civil in person? Give me a break!

I miss you, and there is a part of me that will cherish what we had. But get over everything...you have a long way to go.

I hope sometime in the future you can grow up a little bit, "find" yourself, and therefore give yourself the chance to really open up and give someone your heart without worrying about it being broken in return. At least I know I can do that.

I wish you luck and I will always care for your housemates as they were family. A part of me will always love you but I now go on without worrying about the past.

Jay Emm Ell